

Emma has been attending Desert Stages Theatre for the past 8 weeks for a class called Center Stage where she learns about the theatre and being part of a production. They have been practicing for a small play too whcih she played the part of a school teacher and did such a great job (YIPEE EMMA!!!). The Theatre puts on preformances throughout the year and children ages 4 through 19 are encouraged to audition. Emma wanted to give it a shot for a production of Butterfly's Day out, a musical. We got there early, so we thought and lined up with the rest of the pushy parents and children, Emma appeared the youngest, at least in the group of twenty that she was in. Long story short Emma went backstage with her partner and group (mostly twelve year old girls) she looked so excited and adorable...I have to admit Patrick and I were gushing just watching her head off. They were to spend an hour learning the song and dance in their group and then come to the mainstage for their audition. After the hour or so, she headed out with her group to the mainstage, saw the stage, lights and an "audience" . She saw me and started to cry. I asked her what was wrong (this is not a kid with stage fright we are dealing with) she said she did not want to go on the stage and wanted to go home. Patrick and I took her home. The next day she asked if she was in the preformance and I explained again that we left therefore she would not be able to be in the show and I asked her why she did'nt want to go on stage. I hope that this translates on to the page as well as she explained it to me....Emma had one hour of practice and when she saw the stage and the "audience" (judges) she said she didn't want to get on stage because she " only had one day to practice and she was not ready to do the show". Okay I know that being a Mom you think things are cuter than they are, but how cute is that? She was not getting on that stage because her preformance was not "stage worthy". I do feel badly because I am a newbie at this and had not explained well enough to her that when she got in there she would not need to know everything she learned but only to smile and wave, kids smile and wave. She wants to audition for GREASE in March.......